We remember the day you came into this world, for a little while. Today is your birthday, but it was not a happy day……it was traumatic and horrific. We did not meet today because we where both fighting for our lives. The outcome has left me here and you gone. This is the hardest day for me to look back on. One word, one voice, one action could have changed everything, including this domino effect that is still present today…two years later. I am so broken that I could not save you and cease the relentless pain we have all endured. A pain that has presented so different in your Mama, Papa and sister. We all struggle significantly and in diverse ways. The hardest part is living and knowing that you could be here and this was completely preventable.